Thank you to everyone for your thoughts and prayers.
I am still mentally out of commission.
I have no idea what’s going on but it’s not fun.
I tried to get back into the game today but crashed and burned so I’m ducking out again.
I appreciate all the comments and emails that I have received, you are a real blessing to me.
I’d love to tell you all what’s going on but I really don’t know. I can’t explain it. Joe Stallard is most probably right, I’m almost certainly under spiritual attack and it’s causing me to not be able to see the battle lines. It’s like there’s a fog there and it’s making it too hard to see.
I wish I could be more precise but I really don’t have anything more precise to tell you right now!